How we return to our home worlds and restore own multidimensional selves? Everyone matures to it individually (see –
Star Soul, Disclosure News, 10 May 2025). But many details are similar and have been described more than once. Harkback starts and unfolds spontaneously when we are ready. Below is one more experience shared from the first person.
I lived an ordinary life, like everyone else. But inside, the feeling grew that everything I did brought me to values that further and further distanced me from others who were completely absorbed in money, career, prestige, fame and power chasing… This duality prompted me to search for my own identity and the meaning of life, and led to a dead end. The further I went in my quest, the more I felt helpless, unable to find answers, and lost last forces.
One day, complete indifference to my fate set in, and all desires and thoughts about the Spiritual path disappeared. It became clear that I was dying for this world, and it was also dying for me. Tears started flowing by themselves at the realization that the all attachments to life were leaving, and it was time to say goodbye to it, watching its play at the final curtain, as Frank Sinatra sang.
It was at this moment that the cleaning mechanism turned on. First, it was bouts of high fever. They occurred spontaneously every month for no apparent reason, and stayed at 40-42 degrees for a long time. The highest temperature burned all the toxins in my body, all the fears, and most importantly, all attempts to cling to life with remaining strength. I didn’t care anything, and suddenly felt a strange lightness. I sensed self like an absolutely empty and transparent vessel, and the remnants of my emotions were just faint shadows on its walls.
Soon, the fever began to leave along with all the impurities from the body and consciousness, and was replaced by severe chills with a temperature of 35 degrees (2 C) and below. The cold was not internal, as if from hypothermia, but external, as if an icy burning plasma of blue and purple light enveloped all of me. The body was almost invisible. My appetite was completely gone, and any food was tasteless and alien. Consciousness became pristine, like a mountain lake during calm. There was no fear, no love, no self-pity, and no feelings.
From somewhere in my subconscious, a premonition of impending something arose, like a signal from my Higher Self to get ready. At the same moment, an energy blow like a huge lightning bolt crashed into my chest, precisely into the fourth chakra, Anahata. Around it, under the influence of impact, all my energy shells merged and formed a single Light Body. The physical corpus started vibrating like a transformer and gradually lost its density, becoming airy and see-thru, like a balloon.
Then came something like death, a flight into the tube and the realization of self as an incorporeal being and a strong desire to remain in this completely free state. Flying towards the light at the end of the tunnel, I could distinguish, or, rather, feel the contours of different parallel worlds, depending on where my attention was fixed. It was possible to escape to another planet or stay on the Earth’s astral or mental plane and return to another, new physical corpus.
But I had to go back to the old one, which was hit by a second wave of energy just a moment later, followed by a third, annihilating by its overwhelming force my entire human nature. The crackle of a bursting Light Body could be heard, and the brightest radiance beat through the cracks in it. Only the complete detachment of consciousness helped not to lose it.
Time has stopped. A moment later, with a huge acceleration, consciousness in a split second, like a huge vacuum cleaner, sucked in all my aspects in different dimensions and spaces, compressing them into a singularity. It was like a supernova being born from a huge compression. Then a nanosecond, another blinding flash, and I became my former self, a cosmic entity, a Star Soul.
I saw me in the center of a huge glowing sphere, where there are many Universes of dark and light energies. And I am combining them into a single cluster, as an assembly point and adapter, through which space flows of opposite qualities are integrated. Once outside, I, a newborn, experienced something that cannot be described in earthly words. It was an ecstasy and an explosion of awareness, a complete fusion with the entire Greater Cosmos and at the same time a sensing of own individuality.
It is possible to realize the illusion of the material world only through the energetic Universe, when you see a formless reality permeated by prominences of Light. When you eye how whole clusters of worlds hang on countless living fibers, inside giant shining orbs. And when you enter one of them with your intention, you become aware of the energy swirling in the form of a figure of eight, which creates a feeling of infinity.
In this endlessness, millions of light points – Galaxies – are scattered like fireflies in the night. Innumerable Stars are visible inside them, connected by light threads. The planets are glowing behind them. One of them is Earth surrounded by a reddish-blue field, through which billions of small dots appear. They look like buds on a giant energy flower bed. Each of the “buds” moves, works, sleeps, eats, drives a car along the highway under a huge blue sky, while its true I Am is hanging above in its multidimensional body in a huge web of Light amid other Star Souls.
After that experience, I forever got rid of the 3D world’s illusions. Everything flows, everything alters, and only one thing remains unchanged – my eternal journey through dimensions and spaces before returning to the home world…
What can be added to this testimony? As was mentioned above, the Star Souls’ awakening is strictly individual. It hinges on our energy intensity, and at what time it occurs. In the 90s, the Earth’s field was low-vibrational and dense. Today it is sparser and can be easily overcome at high frequencies. Soon, even more awake Star Souls will move freely in this space. Many already feel the energies of change pounding on their Light cocoon from the outside, and as they become ready internally, the power of consciousness will open the “shell” of this “egg”. The transition to a new state occurs quickly, within a few days, sometimes hours. But it takes hundreds and thousands of years to prepare for it. And what happens next depends solely on the inner preference and decision.
Only by refocusing our consciousness from the three-dimensional world into a multidimensional space will we be able to at least understand something about ourselves and see reality as it is. This is a key factor of upgrading or stagnation of our consciousness. We are what our attention ray is focused on. It is the transformer of worlds, both low-frequency and luminous. If we concentrate exclusively on 3D, we are doomed to wander forever in its toxic catacombs and not imagine life outside of them.
And this will be the sole reality for us, and the whole truth will be in it. We will be foaming at the mouth to explain and prove to ourselves and others that the entire world with its science, philosophy and religion is inside this speck. And everything in it is good, understandable, and right. And everything outside scares, repels and depresses us.
Despite all the individual differences, the transition of a three-dimensional person into a more voluminous perception always occurs dramatically. We must overcome an invisible threshold in our consciousness. The closer we get to this fatal line, the more the high-frequency energy hits us, and it seems that we are going downhill or have stopped in our spiritual development.
At times, we feel an unbearable heaviness in entire body, as if are crushed by a multi-ton slab that does not allow freeing from it. We are overcome by bouts of self-pity, and begin to lose ground. The mind is unable to adapt to high vibrations and explain to self logically, in a familiar way, what is happening to it. At these moments, only great willpower helps to keep from falling into the abyss of madness.
When we feel a Spiritual uplift, the bliss of merging with the Source, we return to our habitual cosmic state, which forgot at the moment of incarnation. Our Star Soul remembers its existence in a multidimensional space and highest energies. But when, in this state, we enter 3D, it causes great stress for our consciousness and body.
On the Subtle Plane, our energy cocoon is attached by the “crown” to a giant entity, from which receives power nourishment. Tied to this huge egregore, we fulfill its will and take the reality through the “umbilical cord” from this source. For our Soul in 3D, this determines the level of maturity, and for the mind, its worldview. To change, we need to detach self from this octopus.
As soon as our Star Soul begins to wake up, decides to switch to a higher frequency power supply, help comes in the form of external energy impacts. They may be sent by a stronger friendly consciousness or a Source. From these bombardments, our Subtle Bodies begin to crack, a ruptures appear in them. Then a small glowing “tendril” of new perception sticks out, through which, like via an antenna, new energy and information start flowing in.
From the abundance of Light, our Star Soul shakes, throwing out prominences of a brighter glow. The mind and the physical body are experiencing a severe shock. The more high-frequency energy we receive, the faster the “umbilical cord” dries up and detaches from the 3D egregore. At the same time, the “tendril”, lengthening, clings to a new, higher dimension and get strength from it.
This is how we move from one resonant frequency to a more voluminous and high-speed ones. And in a new dimension, the old cosmic consciousness and multidimensional vision of the world are returning to us. All the reserves and energy accumulated over eons of development are involved in this transforming. Our Soul cannot be prematurely and forcefully torn away from the 3D energy Matrix. For this, we must mature. If still to try, then our three-dimensional cocoon will be pulled back as if by a rubber band, and return to its original position. On the physical plane, everyone who does not want to part with his usual lifestyle will experience severe stress and loss of energy. When the desire for a new birth is strongest, only then the impulses of transformation from the outside will work.
After that, we can explore new spaces, going deeper and deeper into them. How much we’ll expand own consciousness, where our attention will reach, depends on personal will and intention. If, while conquering the macrocosm, we ignore the microcosm, then our consciousness won’t develop harmoniously. We will see the world only globally, from the outside, not noticing the important details in the depths of the creations.
Such a consciousness is inherent in technogeek civilizations, where individual beings are just cogs in a machine. Conversely, if, fearing the boundless Universe, we hide in the microcosm, then will inevitably get stuck and won’t escape from the trap of little world. In it, the Star Soul quickly forgets where it came from and where it is going. Many millennia of oblivion pass until, thanks to the intervention of higher powers, it wakes up and activates its force and Spirit.
Only by balancing macro and micro perception can we develop harmoniously, to take reality from all sides, comprehending the essence of matter, Time and space. In order for our consciousness not to fall asleep and degrade from apathy laziness and unwillingness to change anything, shockers are used in the form of crises and revolutions, wars and cataclysms. And to prevent our Star Soul from exploding prematurely due to its own luminosity, it is kept in a 3D Matrix until it has fully matured and is ready for change. In response to this call, changes come in the form of new energy that the Soul must transform in self.
We feel ourselves as conductors of quantum flows. As if a huge cable had been inserted into the top of our head, along which Light is streaming. Part is absorbed by corpus, part goes through feet into the ground, and a large proportion is radiated outward. The body becomes weightless and lithe, glows from the inside, attracting attention. The heart, once closed and muffled by the low-frequency energy of society, is rekindling into a strong flame of Love. It pours out on its own for no reason, healing all the injuries in the Soul. And consciousness, having traveled a path of billions of parsecs, transforms from a small atom into clusters of Star systems and giant Galactic formations.
Now, by the will of the Spirit, we have a new job that cannot refuse. Our Star Soul, having become the interface between the multidimensional Universe and the 3D Matrix, must share with people the cosmic energy overflowing with it. Otherwise, suffocating stagnation will continue on Earth. Our consciousness understands that anyone who wakes up from an insensitive stay in a three-dimensional world should wake up the rest of the sleepers. This is the law of evolution. And how many people a Star Souls will awaken depends on their energy intensity and the strength of intention, as well as the mission with which they came on this planet.
Lev
